Walking day...

today walked a lot a lot.. hahah... good exercise for a plump ayam who is too lazy to exercise.. kekek..

anyways.... today's interview was oggie... at least i felt good about it... not that i have confidence lah... i just felt this time the interviewers were nice .... and ... i guess i did my best... so... no regrets bah.. hahaha.... hopefully i can say that even if they really dun call me lah... kekek..

anyways... today as we were shopping in one shop... i really felt the way we Singaporeans speak was very funny... this counter girl was explaining to this tourist from duno was it China or Taiwan about the promotion they having.. so she was like going... "Oh.. 这是个promotion... 你可以有一个lucky draw..." something like that lah... than the guy was trying to explain why they need the customer's address... and he was like asking his colleague... how to say send in chinese... than.. he said he needed her address so he can 信 the prize to her... hahahha... i do acknowledge that is the way i tok too lah.. but felt it was funny... wonder what the tourist will be tinking about our language skills ...

oh... hehe.. and i am so excited about War of the Worlds.... hmmm.. yup... its mainly becos of what ya all will tink i am excited about... TOM CRUISE..... he is handsome and good to look at mah.... but i am also excited about it being a Stephen Spielberg film... i am a fan of his films... really love his films a lot... and... like what i told speggy... he may be old.. but he is really charming... hahahah... those interested can go to their official website http://www.waroftheworlds.com/ to check it out... they got an exclusive internet trailer neh... though it seems the same as other trailers to me lah... heheh... better the leave the bulk of it in the movie... kekeke...

JIA YOU loh everyone... 加油!加油!加油!

Bangkok Trip Photos...

The "famous" Catcus Garden in Singapore Changi Airport

bonding time during the camp..

Korean BBQ just opposite our hotel... only s$5-8 neh... yummy yummy


water... hahah... and ice in the bucket..

at the tallest point in Bangkok ...

with my little nephew and his grandfather and grandmother...

me and my sleeping partner.. hehehe....

the 'famous' pose on the toilet bowl.. just for a nice photo.. hahahah..

now its me in the shower... kekek.. i just love to pose for pics in the toilet.. heheheh..

the lovely chandelers in the hotel lobby... thought they made the hotel lobby look really classy..

heheheh... dawnie tink i got the potential to act in Bollywood films too? posing behind a leaf... kekek..

irene.. this is the "gao sai" i bought for ya.. hahah.. remember the brand loh..

love this pic.. yup.. i took it neh.. heheh.. on the plane back..

another pic took on the plane...


hahah... a side track.. tink nana posted this on her blog liao.. and this was not in Bangkok lah.. hehehe... but yup.. this was the time we went for FIR auto session... me taking it with shaky hands... i always get anxious when i see the ppl i like.. shaky shaky hands.. kekeke...

Shooting time...

yo yo... its been a few days since my last blog... heheh.. anyone miss me here?? heheheh...

anyways.. first... yo nana.... i sure will wana go zpop lah... heheheh... cos... i just love to go to such concerts ... hahaha.... just makes me happy being there... concerts got this kind of happy feeling... also duno why...

and... Val.. know you will be reading this.. thanx for your flower....really brightened my day... thanx a lot ... (^__^)

well.. have not been doing great lah... had a terrible interview on saturday morning.. felt like a worm then... just telling all companies (like they can see this .. hehe..) ... if YOU tink i got no experience.. than.. DUN call me for interview okie... AND dun talk to me in a like 看不起 manner... yah.. i have no qualifications right... then put your stupid ad as 5 years or 10 years lah ... I hate it when ppl make me feel like an idiot... I may be one... but not for YOU to judge okie.. only I can say I am an idiot... only Ayam has the right to do that... to think i waited 2 hours ... and the other company... if only PRETTY ppl can be employed by you... by all means dun employ me oggie... i dun want to be sacked by you just for the reason for being "not pretty enough" or "growing ugly".. maybe i am too over-sensitive.. maybe I am too over confident of my qualifications... but i really thought all else fits... and as if i care... to these 2 companies... its YOUR LOST... Ha! I may not be the best worker... but I pride myself in being an efficient and responsible and punctual worker... just maybe one without the looks... hahaha... am i being a sour grapes here?? guess so... needed to get it off my chest... cos it bothered me for the past week...

anyways ppl.. 加油!加油!加油! ... hehe.. in whatever ya are doing now... be it working.. hunting for a job.. studying.. or anything else...

the philosophical ayam... heheh..

hahah.. miss niyo... i am not philosophical at all.. those are from the song lyrics... kekek... anyways... thanx for ya encouragement... (^__^)

yup... will try looking on the bright side of things.. after all ... everyday is a new beginning...

today was really really touched by the show Lost... not sure any of ya saw it... anyway... today's episode was about this guy... who tinks he is a general or something like that... and he loves to hunt... so... when they found out the wild boars ate their supply of food.. they decided to go hunting for the wild boar as food.... than... the guy who appears to know it all and has all the knifes and something like that... so he lead 2 other ppl to hunt for the wild boar... than... something happen along the way lah... but... i was taken aback by the ending.. firstly.. they never showed that he was all the while sitting on the wheel chair.. and in the end.. he could walk.. after the air crash.. he could walk again... guess it was a blessing in disguise.. he was suppose to go on a Safari trip or some adventure trip.. but he never told them he could not walk..so the guy turned him away.. and asked him to fly back.. he took the flight.. and the plane crashed... and he found that he could walk when he woke up... hmm.... i guess sometimes in life.. some things are really a blessing in disguise lah... we will never know the ending of our life stories until the day we meet our Creator... therefore... even if we have a "detour" in the midst of our lives.. dun be dishearten yah... ya never know what is in stall for ya... hahah.. this sentence is for myself... and also for all of ya out there... JIA YOU! JIA YOU! JIA YOU!

hahahah... i not very good at relating the whole show here lah... but it really is a nice show... go watch it... every Thurs 10pm on Channel 5... LOST...............

love this song in the background a lot... hahah... yup... i am not a very "classical" or "jazzy" person... but.. this song was from a Korean show... loved to listen to this CD at night... with my dim lamp on in my pinky room... the night lights outside.. and the music on.. and me sitting on my bed writing my diary.. hahahah... just no red wine to go with it huh... heheheh... cos me dun like red wine lah.. heheheh...

anyways... JIA YOU loh... everyone... AH-CHAR!!

甘愿来作 Ayam

hahahah... can't seem to find the chinese word for "Gong Lang".. yup.. will still be stuck with this song for now.. hehehe.. cos firstly.. too lazy to upload other songs.. and.. this song really reflects my feelings right now...

只好看破这虚华 不怕路歹行 不怕大雨淋

心上一字敢 面对我的梦 甘愿来作“Gong Lang"

hahah ... those are part of the verse of the song now playing... so.. its all in Hokkien.. hmmm... not say i very good at Hokkien lah.. my Hokkien is terrible... heheh.. but.. i just feel that in life i really have to just be happy no matter what my circumstances are...

i dun wish to say what happened lah.. but.. i do hope that what i tink is not true... cos if it is true... i can only say that this world is just so superficial bah... that's why 我只好看破这虚华... and continue to press on and 加油... yah.. i will just do that...

Everyone... 加油! 加油! 加油!

oh.. today was at Esplanade ... and guess what... I saw fireworks!!!! hahahha... a nice surprise... was going to buy drinks when we heard some 'noise' than.. the fireworks started.. so nice... heheh... guess they were practicing for NDP or something like that bah... also not sure... heheh...

Gong Lang (read in Hokkein)

yoz yoz!! yeah... finally managed to set a player up.. hahahah.. thanx dear nana... appreciate the help.... will try my best to see what is wrong with the converter ya sent me... maybe my computer "lao ya" lah... hahah..

anyways... why i used this song... cos... heheheh.. it is a nice song... one of their initial song that made me fall in love with them... this album was their first album i had... still loved this album the best... anyways... this song is a source of encouragement to me now.. hope it is to all of ya too... kekek... we got our own road to walk.. we got our dreams... we just have to dare to dream... hehehe... oh.. and btw... i am very against piracy ah...... whoever wana to listen to this song can either just listen from my blog.. or buy the CD... any of you download ah...... will get a 1 hour nagging from me.... kekekke... Protect intellectual property!!!! and No Stealing!!! hopefully this is not in anyway infringing upon that bah.... kekeke...

anyways... i really miss Mayday's old songs .... not say i dun like them now lah... i still love them... but they are just too comercialised now... i am happy that they are now very popular... but.. i prefer their songs back than... when it was simple, encouraging and their MTVs very "wu li tou"... really missed the old Mayday.... hehehe... but... love them now too.. and... their concert is coming... hopefully.. yeah yeah yeah!!! calling all ppl who wana watch... save money now ah... heheheheh...

all the "gong lang" out there... hahahah... JIA YOU!!!!!

and all those who dun label themselves as "gong lang"... also...JIA YOU!!!! kekekek...

and all those who duno what is "gong lang"....JIA YOU!!!!

One thousand years later...

heheheh... the radio is playing this JJ song as I am typing this lah.. duno what title to give this blog also... heheheh...

anyways... thanx for all the best wishes... the interview was oggie... but.. i also duno if they wana me a not... heheheh... though.. it might be one of my dream job... i say might.. cos... i also duno what to except out of it in the future though...

but there are a lot of struggles lah... on one part... i have a tiny winy tinge that i might be able to get the job.... but on the other part... i dun have confidence at all... cos.. I dun wana put my hopes too high... i have been there... when i thought i could get a place in NIE.... but in the end.. i did not get it... it did brought me into a deep "depression" back then... though in the end.. it turned out a blessing in disguise lah... PAPA always places the best in all our lives lah... though we may not know why that is the best.... but.. i have to say it is the best... cos He loves us... and sees the big picture... we are only like the frogs in the well...so maybe we thought something might be the best... but in fact it is not... i will try my best to trust in my PAPA for this lah... though.. it really is difficult.. hehehe..

but... had a great weekend though... i enjoyed my Saturday ... first..i attended a sweet wedding... after which... it was a enjoyable karoke.... where i could really scream all my frustrations out... heheheh... and... thanks Limei and Yen mei mei... heheh.. i enjoyed the sharing we had... it really brought me back to Crusade days... how I missed those days.... really really missed those days...

anyways.... everyone.... let's continue to 加油 oggies... whether izzit in your new job... whether izzit finding a job... whether izzit in your old job... whether izzit with problems of life ... i just have 2 words... 加油! ... heheh... though these 2 words are short... it means a lot ... it means to press on when it is difficult... it means... i will be there with you.. if not physically.. but in spirit and in my prayers... 加油 loh...

hmmm... by the time i am typing here... the song now is 老鼠爱大米... hahahah... its a simple song but can be popular everywhere.... guess it just brings about a simple lesson... look at things simply... and guess we can find happiness in the midst of all our troubles bah... hmmm.. but not sure those who dun like this song can agree with me on this.. hahaha...

Sleepy Drunk Ayam

hahahah... nopey.. i not really drunk as in drunk.. if not I will not be able to type this... but.. i did drink a bit of Voka (not Voda the mineral water but Voka which I bought from Changi Airport.... pei seh ah Jelly... decided to drink it myself.. heheh..... ) mixed with orange juice and water just now... i always feel sleepy when I drink.. hahah.. that is good... cos i am very nervous for my interview later today... extremely nervous... but thanks Hua Jie... hehehe.. thanks for your sweet little prayer for me yah... (^__^)

anways.. was too nervous for the "test" i went for yesterday morning so never blogged last night.. nervous to the extend i took out my "manuals" and started reading on some software which I learnt previously... thought I will be tested on that... but in the end... no use at all....

the test "yesterday".. keep wanting to say today.. anyways... the test was not say difficult.... but.........that is the whole problem... I STILL duno how to do it... the multiple choice okie lah.. quite simple.. everyone who lives in Singapore sure know how to answer.... than the short answer is mainly asking what is needed of a market reseacher and things like that... I din really know how to answer... my answers were ... short... really short... than comes the part of designing a one-page survey form... wah... at that moment.. i blanked out... did not know what to write... i tink i gave them very crappy answers... also got one part doing presentation slides.. that one still okie... the thing that made me wana stab myself was the last part...

2 QUESTIONS...

1) What do you value most and state your reasons?

2) What is your strengths and weakness and tell us how you working to improve on that weaknesses?

OH MAN...i tink all of you will say easy ah.... i know it is easy... but i really did not know what to write... that is why i say i wana stab myself after that... hahah... i mean.. we have all practiced it for DPP2 interviews...but.. i just duno how to write it out just than... my hands were shivering on the lap top.. and the clock was ticking... we were only given 2 hours.. and it was already going to be times up... but thankfully.. the nice HR lady did not come to chase me for my paper...

However... my conclusion from that "test".... I have little values and little strengths...hehehe... and shld i say... thankfully... little weaknesses... but sadly.. little improvements... ("P) hahahah.... they tell me to write about 1 page for each.. in the end... i wrote only half a page... "sigh" where has my mind gone to???? but.. the perk was.... hmmm.. managed to see some handsome guys at that place.... hahahahhahahha.....

anyways.. going to sleep and hopefully have a sweet dream... so I can wake up early tomolo to prepare for my interview... yup.. my first time preparing for an interview... hahahah... hopefully I can really give it my best shot for later....

oh... and hopefully my dreams won't be strange dreams anymore... one night i dreamt that it was raining earthworms in Singapore.... and I tried to sit a double decker bus to avoid the earthworms... hahahahha.. no logic right.... strange dream...

anyways... JIA YOU loh ppl.... AH-CHAR!!!!!!

Trust His Heart

hahahah... i see the power of blogging man... anyways... thanks for all your concern... I am fine... just needed to let off some steam... but I am fine liao... guess have sorted out with my PAPA and felt that what I felt was quite silly after all... anyways... I was just being childish lah... yah.. not childlike but childish... heheh..

anyways... been learning a lot of lessons of Trusting PAPA... cos... in all the job hunt and all that... it does get disheartening after a while... but... He never fails to surprise and encourage me...

I think I get disheartend about the job hunt now cos I found my job quite easily the last time... after I received the letter that NIE dun wana accept me... I quickly sent out my resumes... i tink I send out only 4-5 than... got 3 interviews... and 1 accepted me.. all within 1 month... so I used that standard as a benchmark now... but... through this job hunting midst I have learnt patience.. and the waiting period really helps I guess... cos if we so difficult than can get a job... we will cherish it much more and not quit so easily bah... duno that's what I think... we learn to appreciate having a job bah... hahahha..... goes the same for guys?? (like what dear Miss Niyo always tells me huh.... good guys and good jobs are worth the wait - thanks dear... )

hmmm... anyways... on monday morning I had a call from this company I applied for on Sunday night... they called me early in the morning... and so... I missed the call... than... i called her back... and she asked me some questions with regards to my working experience... i told her what I did... and all that... than she said.. she will check with her manager and get back to me.... my heart sank.... i thought.. wah... to think i thought they going to call me for interview.. than.. now... like just "fu yan" me only mah.... if she wana me to go for interview.. sure will tell me straight mah... wah.. think it was what triggered my whole day of moodines.. thought how could I answer her so stupidly.. should have sell myself harder... i went into the office with a heavy heart.. thinking.. all is gone lah... than... the phone rang at 4pm or so... and........................ it was the stupid insurance company AGAIN... "sigh"... my heart sank further... 5pm.... i thought... gone... 6pm... i decided to go eat dinner with my fren ... during the dinner... kept thinking my phone was ringing..check and check... the parnoid ayam at work again... 6.45pm.. on the bus... "sigh"... another day without any more calls... 6.55pm... the Jay Chou ring tone started ringing.. ... i jumped and picked up the call... it was the company !!!! She said she will like me to go for interview.... hahahha..... I was screaming in my heart... and smiling all the way back on the bus.. must have looked like a mad woman to some ppl....heheh...

duno why i was so excited for this interview... i mean.. the last 2 i was not that excited ah... and I am actually hoping hard I will get the job this time... the lady was very nice too... she even sent me a map and a reminder thru email to tell me how to get to the place... hahahahha... anyways... hoping real hard... but I guess i also have learnt to accept that if the job is not for me ... it is not for me.... so will Trust in God for the whole thing...

oggies... JIA YOU loh for work and for job hunts... and I know you (yes you Miss Niyo) will be reading this... JIA YOU in setting your "Favourites" and your presentation loh.. hahahah... (^__*)

Why are extroverts better of in the world?

This thought came to me recently... cos as I look around... ppl who are more out-going make friends more easily... oggies.. honestly.. yesh.. i am jealous.. cos I am not an extrovert... and I dun like to strike a conversation with ppl I do not know... guess I will only be talkative to ppl I am close with bah... hahahah... not sure if ppl find me like that lah...

i dun wish to say what happened ... but.. I guess... my conclusion to the whole thing is... I will continue to be myself.. the ayam I always have been ... I dun have to be a person who will only be accepted if I behave in a certain way ... and i should not be bothered by it at all cos this is usual... everyone in this world has their own cliques.. i have my own cliques too... so.. why shld I care if I cannot belong to that clique... hahahhaha... not sure if any of you know what i am trying to say... anyways.. i am tired of trying... and i dun see the purpose to try any longer... i will be who i am...oggies.. this is my complains for now.. hahahah..

but i guess... i am just upset.. why is it a disadvantage to be an introvert.... in friendships.. in life.. in finding a job... i always feel like an idiot when i know i have to speak up but i just can't ... "sigh"... and i dun wana push myself to do that... "sigh"

hahah.. today is PMS day lah... depressed, frustrated, upset... all added together... but no worries... after a good night sleep... tomolo will be a better day....

加油！加油！加油！

and.. following the example of nana.. heheh.. here is some FIR song lyrics that has encouraged me greatly...

天空晴朗 心情很蓝

紧握的手 决不松开

我穿越伤害 最美的答案

是祢的爱

what it meant to me is... my PAPA's hands will always be with me.. never letting go of me.. and i will be able to walk through all the sad or depressing moments of my life cos the best answer is already in HIS love...

will post up songs here... just when i managed to get the hang of it... hahah...

Ayam is back!!

heheheh... yoz! oggies... promised to do an update here regarding the Bangkok trip..

anyways.. tomolo going to work in the afternoon... so not so tiring.. heheheh...

oggie... overall... i will have to say... it is a okie trip... not say wonderful... but not so no good too... cos I have learnt precious lessons on the trip....

the hotel was better than excepted... before i went... ppl were telling me it was a 3-star hotel... so the image that came to my mind was small... but instead... the hotel looked like a 5-star hotel to me... hahahah.. it was big... looked kind of posh... and had hot water and a bath tub... to me.. that was luxury... as compated to 5 years ago where i was staying at a guesthouse with no hot water to bathe ... guess the only thing that made me angry about the hotel was on the last day... they claimed we never check out and could not find the keys when the guy at the counter took the key from me and we paid our bills at the cashier.. i still have to receipt to prove my innocence... one thing i HATE the most is being wrongly accused.... hahahha... but after listening to Mayday on the bus ride to the airport managed to cool down liao..

oggies... than for the shopping part... guess to me shopping is not my cup of tea... cos... i can't shop for long... firstly cos i am not a shopper... secondly cos i am getting old.... thirdly.. almost all the shops sell the same thing... but... no fred.. hahahah... i managed to buy some things which i really like.. oh.. and bought a Thai album... duno what else to buy... at first i thought i could buy cheaper Korean CDs there... but too bad... not a lot of Korean CDs... so... instead bought a Thai CD.. the salesman was saying that this is the hottest in Thailand now.... hmmm... will listen to it when I feel like it... hehheh.. now too pre-occupied with FIR and Mayday...

also went to visit my uncle's family - my uncle, auntie, cousin (who was not around), his wife and their son (my nephew)... hehehhe... my nephew was really cute... enjoyed playing with him.. though he dun want me to carry him... "sigh"... heheheh... but... he is really clever for a not even 1 year old.... hahah... and... he has the family genes of the non-stop sneezing potential.. hahahah...

yup... that's the update... the church part was good... learnt some lessons through the seminar... and through my QT lessons... but guess was left with some things to think about now back in Singapore...

but.. i really missed Singapore.... missed my frens here.. missed my parents... missed the TV shows here... missed my computer... missed SMSing and calling ppl and not spending bombs on the phone bills... hahahha.. though it was only a short 5 days... but... the weather in Thailand was better.. hahaha.. not so humid.... and at least there was this Chinese MTV channel in the hotel... that keeps repeating some MTVs.. managed to catch Jay Chou's latest MTV there... kekekek...

oggies... will be ending here.. tired... and wana watch some TV before i sleep.. see how much i miss my TV.... kekekek...

Bangkok here comes Ayam!!!

heheheheh... I'll be away from 7th - 11th... be back reeall soon.... dun miss me... ("P) hiak hiak hiak... so this will be a short entry

to all who are seeking for jobs --> JIA YOU! JIA YOU! JIA YOU!

to all who are going for interviews --> All the best!! AH-CHAR!!

to all who are working and feeling tired --> JIA YOU! AH-CHAR! and a 冷笑话 to "brighten" the day in a cold way... eh.... for those who knows the answer.... shhhhh... hahaha... What do Pandas wish to do most?? (contributed by Hua Jie)

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to any other ppl --> have a great week....

oggies... going to sleep now... so can wakey early tomolo.... buai buai...

Starting work tomolo...

hehehe... nopey guys.. it is not a perm job... just going to my friend's office to help her out... cos she super busy and need help... so... guess kind of starting work bah... anyways... tomolo working.. than.. on tuesday... we will be going off to Thailand for church camp liao... hahah...

anyways... at first did not feel anything about the trip to Thailand.. cos felt it would be another "conference" kind of thingy.... though I not say dun like conferences lah... as long as I am able to learn something from it... I will enjoy myself one... but.. after taking the "timetable" .. after the refreshing service in church today... and after packing my luggage... I can say.. I am getting excited.. hahaha... hopefully if any company calls me (if they ever call) I can post pone any interviews (if they ever offer)....

anyways... i've enjoyed myself on Saturday... first with the "tea appreciation" at the teahouse... been one year since i went there liao.. my last time there was to plan my itenary for my Taiwan trip... heheheh... and it's been one year... so fast huh.... next year taiwan... i hope I can go back next year... wait for me... kekekek... but... i enjoyed the time of doing nothing... hahah.. and the "old" songs playing in the background...

then after which went to met a Poly fren... hahah... woa... Ah Nic.. it's been one year since we met too.... great to know you've been doing well... and welcome to my blog.. hahahah... and yup... my "Ayam" nickname started with you all .... anyways.. i enjoyed the time catching up with you...

anyways... was re-watching my GTO VCD the past few days... brought back tons and tons of memories... GTO was my FIRST set of VCD... heheheh... yup... it opened my world to VCDs.... and.. i still remember... we used to name our lecturers after the characters in the show... we had a lecturer we loved a lot... and called him GTS cos his surname is Seah... hahahha... "sigh"... how I missed those days man....

oggies.. going to get my room packed up cos Yen mei mei coming to stay tomolo so we can go to the airport together... buai for now... see if I got the time to update tomolo.. if not... then... dun miss me while I am not around loh... hahahahahha.... ("P)

I tink i will official open my blog today...

Oggies.. here is the official opening day... TODAY (3rd June 2005 - the birth of Ayam's Blog)... hehe.. nothing much done though... cos too lazy to do anything else... will keep the whole thing simple... cos i am just to lazy to do anything else...

what is today.. tink it is my PMS day... I always blame days in which I am depressed to my PMS day.... why am I depressed? Firstly cos of the dream I dreamt.... Secondly cos no company called me today as yet.. i thought today was the last straw... cos... next week I will not be in Singapore... than if companies call me.. i will have to tell them I am not in Singapore and post-pone any interviews if they ever call me... it is a mixed feeling ya know... that of hoping they call.. and that of hoping they do not call.... I am worried is that if they call and I ask them to post-pone they will not be willing to do so and there goes another "chance" down the drain... "sigh"

everyone tells me I am paranoid... yes I am... as I grow older.. i can't help feeling izzit becos of my age that ppl are not calling me... izzit becos of my photo that ppl are not calling me... izzit becos of the bug in my email... izzit becos my HP is not working... cos.... my qualifications are the same as the ppl who got jobs... I have working experience... where does the problem lies then??? if no one calls me.. what do I do?? However, I am very thankful the support I get from my family... my parents have always been telling me it is okie.... it takes time... thanks mum and dad... I appreciate the support... it helps.... I am also thankful for the support from my frens... cos.. everyone is saying not to worry... and that good jobs are worth the wait... thanx ppl for all your encouragement...

no choice lah.. will have to continue to JIA YOU loh... AH-CHAR!!!!!

Opening soon.....

Yoz!! Oggies... first let me get this part updated with my interview yesterday... last night felt too silly liao.. so never bothered to update .. hahah.. anyways....

the interview was..... hmmm.. how do I say.... it was good in a way... cos I did not feel as insulted as my previous interview... but... I felt silly cos I duno how to answer the questions the interviewer asked me... machim like going for test like that.... some questions which I was asked

1) How would you go about doing a sampling plan so that it is representative of the entire population of Singapore?

My thoughts --> Oh dear!! I shld have studied this part harder...

What I answered him --> uhhhhhh..... (dun bare to reveal what stupid answer I gave him... cos now thinking about it... i tink it was really dumb)

2) How would you describe your contributions in your previous companies that was commendable or useful to the company?

My thoughts --> Giving my boss nicknames both in action and in verbal form... and... manging to find hideout places where we can hide from the bosses during lunch time... and... finding other hideout places to hide during work to eat snake and bosses cannot find... and on a more positive note... opening up the office in the morning only to be found savouring coffee at my desk and surfing the Net and spilling coffee over my table and staining the carpet when people gave me a scare from the back... In short.. my contributions would be NOTHING... except maybe for the coffee stain on the carpet...

What I answered him --> ohhh.... eh.... I managed to maintain good relationships with my clients (yah... cos the one I contact has become my fren and I did not meant good relationship with my fren's boss ... hehe... ) and grant them any request they asked for (like I have a choice) and thus them renewing a contract with our company (like its my credit... hahahaha.... )

3) What is the difference between international and domestic research?

My thoughts --> International marketing!!! I've just learnt it... but .... what are the other points except from language, sampling??

What I answered him --> Language, culture and sampling (i must have looked like a fool... )

hahahahah... oggies. ... other questions I kind of forgot... but i guess he had this whole list of interview questions to ask.... "sigh"... dun tink I can get the job.. though this company looked 100 times better than the previous one I went to.... and... the lady in front of me.... she sounded reallly good.... cos... the walls have ears... I am not a wall... just that the wall was too thin.... and so when she was being interviewed I could hear her talking nonstop from outside.... sounded impressive to me... oh well... another job down the drain....

anyways... after the interview i intended to give myself a big treat and gourge myself with something to forget about how stupid I seemed to be.... but.. looking at the money in my wallet and my bloating tummy... i managed to refrain myself ... hehehe.. thankfully... if not... i would have felt more stupid...

and thankfully.... the day ended off with a movie with Nana and her fren... the movie was great... in fact... i felt it was more funny than Madagascar... i loved the part in the lift and in the classroom.... it was really really funny.... and... it cured a bit of how silly I felt... hahahha..

went home... and could not sleep that night... cos I still felt silly ... and thankfully... got a karoke session with Nana this morning to let me "shriek" out the silliness I still felt... now feeling better liao... hahahha.. and I have decided to maybe read a little of my notes on market research before going for an interview with a market research firm again... but than again.. this is me just saying it... heheheh... and not doing it...

oh well... JIA YOU loh ppl.... all who are finding job... or those who are working... or those who are studying... heheh... yup... will continue to JIA YOU in my job hunt....