Trust His Heart

hahahah... i see the power of blogging man... anyways... thanks for all your concern... I am fine... just needed to let off some steam... but I am fine liao... guess have sorted out with my PAPA and felt that what I felt was quite silly after all... anyways... I was just being childish lah... yah.. not childlike but childish... heheh..

anyways... been learning a lot of lessons of Trusting PAPA... cos... in all the job hunt and all that... it does get disheartening after a while... but... He never fails to surprise and encourage me...

I think I get disheartend about the job hunt now cos I found my job quite easily the last time... after I received the letter that NIE dun wana accept me... I quickly sent out my resumes... i tink I send out only 4-5 than... got 3 interviews... and 1 accepted me.. all within 1 month... so I used that standard as a benchmark now... but... through this job hunting midst I have learnt patience.. and the waiting period really helps I guess... cos if we so difficult than can get a job... we will cherish it much more and not quit so easily bah... duno that's what I think... we learn to appreciate having a job bah... hahahha..... goes the same for guys?? (like what dear Miss Niyo always tells me huh.... good guys and good jobs are worth the wait - thanks dear... )

hmmm... anyways... on monday morning I had a call from this company I applied for on Sunday night... they called me early in the morning... and so... I missed the call... than... i called her back... and she asked me some questions with regards to my working experience... i told her what I did... and all that... than she said.. she will check with her manager and get back to me.... my heart sank.... i thought.. wah... to think i thought they going to call me for interview.. than.. now... like just "fu yan" me only mah.... if she wana me to go for interview.. sure will tell me straight mah... wah.. think it was what triggered my whole day of moodines.. thought how could I answer her so stupidly.. should have sell myself harder... i went into the office with a heavy heart.. thinking.. all is gone lah... than... the phone rang at 4pm or so... and........................ it was the stupid insurance company AGAIN... "sigh"... my heart sank further... 5pm.... i thought... gone... 6pm... i decided to go eat dinner with my fren ... during the dinner... kept thinking my phone was ringing..check and check... the parnoid ayam at work again... 6.45pm.. on the bus... "sigh"... another day without any more calls... 6.55pm... the Jay Chou ring tone started ringing.. ... i jumped and picked up the call... it was the company !!!! She said she will like me to go for interview.... hahahha..... I was screaming in my heart... and smiling all the way back on the bus.. must have looked like a mad woman to some ppl....heheh...

duno why i was so excited for this interview... i mean.. the last 2 i was not that excited ah... and I am actually hoping hard I will get the job this time... the lady was very nice too... she even sent me a map and a reminder thru email to tell me how to get to the place... hahahahha... anyways... hoping real hard... but I guess i also have learnt to accept that if the job is not for me ... it is not for me.... so will Trust in God for the whole thing...

oggies... JIA YOU loh for work and for job hunts... and I know you (yes you Miss Niyo) will be reading this... JIA YOU in setting your "Favourites" and your presentation loh.. hahahah... (^__*)