Nervous
I have not updated here for a long long time... been complaining about my work... but I have now landed with a new job and tomolo is the start of my new work...
This job is really a blessing from God.. I still duno how come I am given this job and to me it is really too good to be true... I keep thinking they have offerred the wrong person or it is not what I think it is in the first place... I really duno... but I think I so badly want to leave my previous place that anything also can lah ...
So there it goes.. I am starting my 4th work (counting on perm job lah.. not those temp job) tomolo on 20092010. Hmmm... seems like a nice date yah.. hahahaha... I hope I can last for long... really hope this will last for long... It is a pain to look for jobs... a pain and heart ache...
But its all in all nerve wrecking... I feel like a student who is like going to school for the first time... or after a long holiday... hahahah.. though yes, I am going back to "school" but not to study but to work now... I am worried I cannot wake up early, I am worried I will miss the train.. I am worried they forgot it will be first day.. I am worried I will get a lot scolding on the first day.. worried about this and that.... strange right me? why am I worrying when my PAPA has promised He will be there for me? I also duno... I am afraid I cannot make friends.. afraid of this and that... I guess like what my fren says... when things seems too good to be true... then we are afraid that we will lose out something.. but why shld I be afraid leh? What is there to be afriad of? Guess to me it is really too good to be true...
Anyway... we will see what happens.... so i have to put a full stop to my life in my previous co.... and now look towards my life in my new co. Hopefully also this is my goodbyes to late nights and weekend works...
We will see what is in store... I am excited but scared and nervous.. happy but afraid... hopefully but unsure as well.... Oh well... PAPA.. i just have to leave everything at your feet and trust in you... Thank you... thank you for this opportunity...
This job is really a blessing from God.. I still duno how come I am given this job and to me it is really too good to be true... I keep thinking they have offerred the wrong person or it is not what I think it is in the first place... I really duno... but I think I so badly want to leave my previous place that anything also can lah ...
So there it goes.. I am starting my 4th work (counting on perm job lah.. not those temp job) tomolo on 20092010. Hmmm... seems like a nice date yah.. hahahaha... I hope I can last for long... really hope this will last for long... It is a pain to look for jobs... a pain and heart ache...
But its all in all nerve wrecking... I feel like a student who is like going to school for the first time... or after a long holiday... hahahah.. though yes, I am going back to "school" but not to study but to work now... I am worried I cannot wake up early, I am worried I will miss the train.. I am worried they forgot it will be first day.. I am worried I will get a lot scolding on the first day.. worried about this and that.... strange right me? why am I worrying when my PAPA has promised He will be there for me? I also duno... I am afraid I cannot make friends.. afraid of this and that... I guess like what my fren says... when things seems too good to be true... then we are afraid that we will lose out something.. but why shld I be afraid leh? What is there to be afriad of? Guess to me it is really too good to be true...
Anyway... we will see what happens.... so i have to put a full stop to my life in my previous co.... and now look towards my life in my new co. Hopefully also this is my goodbyes to late nights and weekend works...
We will see what is in store... I am excited but scared and nervous.. happy but afraid... hopefully but unsure as well.... Oh well... PAPA.. i just have to leave everything at your feet and trust in you... Thank you... thank you for this opportunity...
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