Time for evaluation

Hehehe.... man.. i have been delaying so many things on hand due to the many things i have to do at work.... Hopefully my work will be over soon.... I now can see the light at the end of the tunnel... at least.. now I can see it liao.... I am now still fretting over the 7 reports left for analysis... dun think my manager can do it liao as she is busy and she is going back to her home country soon for holiday... My other big boss.... eh.... hopefully he will be willing to help....

Well..... to update the people who come here to see.. recently I got a call from a head hunter.. she randomly called people from my office bah and somehow got to know I am involved in projects doing Consumer Electronics... she asked me if I am interested in a position... so I asked her to send me the JD to see..... sounds interesting and something I would like to try... but dun think I have the capability to do it... Anyway... she sent my this list of questions.. was trying to answer them but that set me thinking about what I really want in my job... to be honest, I am happy where I am... this is because I can get along with my colleagues and really enjoy their company... when I come to think if now is the time to leave them... it really a bit is sad.... but then again... when it boils down to work... i reallly dun like it... I guess i just dun feel appreciated... on the company as a whole...

Remember when we were rushing report... there was this time when we booked one of my charting colleague for help... usually... he will give whoever books him as priority.. and if anyone books him during the time he is already booked, he will ask the party who booked him first if it is OK. Then one fine day... one of the big bosses told him she needs his help... and in the end... his boss told us we cannot use his time liao even though we booked him first.. as he got other stuff she needs him to do.... At that moment... i really felt how unfair it was... it feels as if... the most important thing is the bosses who get their job done... and not us... we just have to settle the problem our own.... I guess at the moment in time... i felt... so.. now what am I putting in an effort for??? The company does not even appreciate the efforts we put in... And... they only think of themselves.... Of course finally... he managed to finish their work... and he managed to help us in most of our reports... The whole incident did not affect our workload much lah... but it really made me sad....

Anyway... now I am still busy with work... so... still need time to think thru of what i really want in my work....

Also, need time to evaluate on some church stuff.... reallly did not have the time to do it... and I honestly felt I am not in the right frame of mind.. or in the right relationship with PAPA to think thru... but guess... I really still have to do so.. Lord please help me....

Have a good week ahead loh!!! Its about 2 more weeks to Christmas and Taiwan!!! YEAH!!