Silence.........
PAPA... sometimes... when you are silent... it feels so horrible... I duno izzit I am not making an effort or what.... I wana spend time with you... but when its so silent... it just feels silly...
So many things been happening at home... and when I see my mum cry and hear her complains.. it hurts... When she tells me she don't trust You anymore... and she dun understand You.. it hurts.. Lord, why can't you work something out for the family? Why can't You just speak an audible voice to my mum to tell her You love her? No matter what I say makes not difference... No matter how much I tell her I love her doesn't ease her pain...... It pains me to see her like that...
Sometimes.. I really duno what this silence means.... Why can't things be easier? Why can't You make life easier? I know my faith should not be based on feelings... I know it has to be based on faith and trust in You... but Lord.... I will try... But in the midst of my trying... Please help my mummy.... Please speak to her... Please comfort her.. And let her know You are in her life.. You love her... Please Lord..
So many things been happening at home... and when I see my mum cry and hear her complains.. it hurts... When she tells me she don't trust You anymore... and she dun understand You.. it hurts.. Lord, why can't you work something out for the family? Why can't You just speak an audible voice to my mum to tell her You love her? No matter what I say makes not difference... No matter how much I tell her I love her doesn't ease her pain...... It pains me to see her like that...
Sometimes.. I really duno what this silence means.... Why can't things be easier? Why can't You make life easier? I know my faith should not be based on feelings... I know it has to be based on faith and trust in You... but Lord.... I will try... But in the midst of my trying... Please help my mummy.... Please speak to her... Please comfort her.. And let her know You are in her life.. You love her... Please Lord..
1 Comments:
hey ayam... last sunday my church had an invited speaker, and he said something that I thought I would like to share with you - Patience is not just waiting per se; Patience is how we behave while waiting for God's promises to come to pass.
Cheer up...
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