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Monday, June 02, 2008

我們手中振筆疾書的五月詩篇,終於也能畫下最後的句點....

Hahaha.... Take some chim chim phrase from 阿信's blog.... Thought it was a very 诗情画意 way of saying May is over.. hahaha.. see the difference between Chinese and English? Chinese is so much more pictorial? Kekeke...

May has always been a month I like a lot... Partly cos it is the month I was born some 28 years back.. hahahha... oppps... you all know how old I am liao... I also duno leh.. May has really been a special month to me... HEEE... And now adding on to the fact that I love Mayday, it makes this month so much more special.... Hmm... next time if my wedding is in May... will it make it even more special? HEHEHEHHE...

Anyway....let me sum up my celebrations

On Tuesday in the office.. I had a mini celebration ... they bought a really nice chocolate cake.... And sang birthday song... think its been like years I got a birthday cake... HEHEHEH.... and blew a candle on the cake.... Thanks ppl.... It really currently is you ppl that are making me stay on in my job.... My boss asked what i will be doing on the actual day as I took a half day leave.. told him I was going to think about my life... hahahah...

So on the actual day... I went to office early in the morning to clear my work... frens came by to wish the birthday gal... another colleague's last day... so I also went to wish him well... Then off I went to the airport... Took a bus and passed by my old ESPN office... missed the place... wonder how come I hated it so much last time... its a serene place set in between some condos... hahaha... Guess human beans are always like that... we miss the things we hated so much... Like when we were young... we hated school and were so bent on growing up.... but now.. being older and more mature.. we start to think school is still the best place to be...

Anyway.. took me about 1.5 hour to get to the airport.. yes.. by bus... hahah.. but i enjoyed the bus ride... took a different route that I set out to take... was intending to take 24.... but in the end 54 came first so I decided to take that bus instead... Everyone was telling me to go T3... quieter and more place to sit... So I stopped at T3 to look for a place to settle down... but cannot find one... so decided to go back to the place I intended to go... Pacific Coffee at T1 Departure Hall... It is located at a corner .. had big red cushions next to the glass windows... bought myself a Chicken Pie and a Latte... and then set down to start my extended time with my PAPA....

Was initially quite clueless as to what to do.. though I did went to dig out materials of how to do a personal retreat that I got when I was back in Crusade... Flip thru the Bible and read some Psalms... Mainly about God's attribute.. Then started confessing my sins... Think i really had to renounce all the anger, unforgiveness, jealousy I had.. with people and God... Hahah.. Yes. I was angry at my PAPA... Then started to look at the thanksgiving I had over the past year... Think my PAPA works in special ways.. There were a few answered prayers... some are too personal to share here lah... but others are like close friends in the workplace.. having more than 1 lunch partner... and still having that friendship bonds with my other frens be it my Poly frens, MRPL frens or SIM frens..

Then started to think of some plans I have for the new year ahead.. Guess I realised that my fustration at work is that I have no clear direction from my manager.. Felt fustrated due to the unclearness of my work... I guess I just needed some clear direction... And I was fustrated on that exact unclearness... Guess another thing I was angry about was the long working hours... but it is mainly becos of the unclearness that is why I work so long.... having to figure out what is what... I dun think my workload last time was not heavy... at ESPN I used to have 4 reports a work to rush.. but I could do it on time still cos I knew what to do... And yah lah.. that's a no brainer.. hahah... auto pilot mode... Anyway... I still do not know for certain what PAPA wants me to do... Will continue to pray and seek Him.. but in the midst... I do know to not be so fustrated, I just have to put in the effort to read up and understand more about my work and ask for clearer directions if needed... But to a certain extent... I knew my 2nd point is useless as my manager is also not sure of a lot of things...

Another plan for the new year... not plan lah.. but wish actually... is to get attached... hahahah... told PAPA how much I wanted a soul mate... but on that day as we were having some idle chatter at Lau Pat Sat about the topic.. I suddenly felt that... I might be a criteria the guys cannot accept... having freckles on the face... lumps all over... eyes one big one small... smelly... untidy hair... likes to dig my nose... (ok I have to admit dawnie... i asked that question cos I like to dig my nose... But hey... I dig it at home... HEHEHEH... when no one is watching... ).. then after all that talk... I guess... this wish... but.. Hey.. my PAPA is the Father of Impossibles... Let me wish and hope and anticpate HIM to give me an impossible... HEHE...

Yup.... so that more or less summaries my retreat at the airport... can't say in detail cos some are really rather personal matters.. but I enjoyed the time... just to think things through.. If any of you are stress and need some time alone.. I do advice you all to have some time.. to think things through.. and maybe you will get a better picture of the whole situation..

Then on Friday... went out with my other May babies frens to celebrate our birthdays together... had a good time just chatting and catching up with each other...

On Saturday... went to Linnie's church youth carnival.. Boy did I felt OLD... hahahah.. youth... Anyway.. had fun just lazing around.. think I did not do much.. HEHE.... Then we went to Lau Pat Sat for yummy Stingray... Lala.... satay.... sotong.. sambal kangkong.. And we rotted there for the whole evening.. having our silly chatter... HEHEH.. Thanks guys... I loved the time spent together....

On Sunday went ot church for service and meeting... Was actually quite upset that my church frens forgot my birthday... but when service ended.. Kris suddenly wished me Happy Birthday... And said PAPA must have been the one who prompted her about it.. HA! Yes... must be lah.. I kept complaining to PAPA during service lor.. How come they always forget my birthday... Anyways.... at least someone remembered... Oh... Florence also remembered lah.. cos she wished me Happy Birthday on Facebook.. KEKE...

There goes my birthday month.... still have a few frens to meet up though.. HEE...

Anyway.... one of my thanksgiving was that I have really many many frens around me and I really thank PAPA for you all... You all have been a blessing in my life... And I cannot imagine my life without you all... An email, a SMS, a MSN msg, a smile, a car ride, "heart-to-heart" talks, idle chatter over the MSN about 五月天, going for concerts/ autograph sessions, sitting at Geylang, Blk 85 or Tiong Bahru for supper, getting lots and lots of Sashimi during our karoke dinner sessions, sitting at the Music Dreamer Cafe and listening to music, BBQs and Chalets so on and so forth... all have given me many precious memories to keep and tell my children, grandchildren.. HEE! I love you all and thank you for being in my life...

Okie.. here is a picture of other pressies I've received...

Sunflower, Kino vouchers and a pink Bible!
Opps.. dun mind the blur picture with the photographs and a cable as the background..

Okie... so we will have to say Bye Bye to May and Hello June... My time really flies...

Saw this song on TV... and thought the words are rather nice. You can view it here... Dun really know how to link songs to the website.. kekeek.. pei seh... a bit non-tech savy.. Frens ... do not rush through your life ... sometimes we just have to have a rest... sit back and look and ponder... maybe you will find what you've always been wanting to find..



凡人跟他的朋友们
凡人二重唱
赶路
la...lala la...lala la...lala la...lala
清晨五点半的候机室
手上PSP取代你的位置
已无法计算这些年非的城市
在心事在清楚的及所在的地址

我买了地图以为不会迷失
手中的电话卡该不该充值
总以为忙碌阻断思念的影子
口袋里还吸着想家的钥匙

我一直在赶路,忘了停下脚步
多渴望月圆时反射我的孤独
我一直在赶路,忘了你的祝福
才发现的是之前是回家的路

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