Waiting for my data

Still waiting for my data to come in... They promised me in the morning.. Now they say afternoon... Since we are still early ... Its okie... But my friend the other day told me very fast one.. They just within minutes can do for her... I wonder izzit becos I am a hateful person ...

Yesterday... I really screamed over the phone at my accounts ppl... Okie...Let me let off some steam for a while.. I dun understand why in the end it appeared that I was the difficult person.

3 months ago.. we engaged a printer to print some stuff for us. They sent us their invoice, I signed it and pass it to accounts. I thought my job was done. 2 months later.. the printer came back saying they've not received the invoice. I was like.. hmm.. I thought I handed it to accounts. I remembered clearly signing it... Guess my fault was I did not make a photocopy or pass to the person in person.. I just left it on the desk i think... Called my accounts department... and this girl say.. They did not receive it. COLDLY. Okie.. she's a new girl.. Just overtook the previous girl's job. Fine.. I asked the printer to sent me a "certified true copy". They sent. I signed. This time I went to photocopy. Then called the girl to make sure she is at her desk. If not after i put on her desk, then she say she never receive it again. She say okie.. she will process the cheques only beginning of the month. I told the printer and they say okie.. Okie.. I thought that episode was over.

1 month later.. the printer emailed me again.. saying they still never receive payment. I was like.. huh... how come.. Called the accounts girl again.. she say.. she processed just that her boss never signed yet. He got more urgent things to do.. Like processing staff payment. I was like... "Hey... that's urgent as well.. We have delayed payment for 3 months!!" She tells me... "if we dun pay you you also will complain.. so processing staff payment more important"... My goodness... processing staff payment isn't it basic??? Then she tell me I not happy go talk to her boss... I was super angry already... Then just nice.. her boss at her desk .. so she talked to her boss while I held on the phone.. I was ready to talk to her boss... Then ... She say.. okie.. her boss signed the cheque... Signing a cheque will take you how long?? A few seconds only mah.. I also dun understand.. Then I asked her.. "you confirm can send the cheque today?" She tell me.. "Yes.. but i've also got other important things to do.. I need to get another boss to sign the cheque so we can only get it done at the end of the day"...Fine.. Think I kept bugging her to give me the assurance that she will sent the cheque out that very day.. so she got fustrated... You know.. We are lucky they are not demanding compensation for delayed payment.. You wana take that responsiblity?? No lor.. in the end.. you will just tell me you never recieve the invoice... so in the end it is still my fault... after that.. I think she hung up her phone.. so no matter how I called... her phone is engaged... Hahah.. cos i wanted to check if she sent out the cheque at the end of the day... Oh yah.. and during our conversation.. she kept saying.. "If they are so hard up for payment.. why they dun come down to collect the cheque themselves"... HEY.... its not they are hard up for payment... its we are delaying payment.... 3 months is a long time.. I am sure if a client delays payment for 3 months to us.. YOUR department will be chasing them also mah... You can't because we are the client now then you delay payment right??

okie.. then this morning.. i went to check if they've sent out the cheque.. they did... thankfully...

I went back to check my whole desk.. cleared everything up to check if it was me that left the invoice at my desk.. no... it was not.. I cleared my whole desk and found no invoices... So ... I really dun understand.. okie.. I give you the benfit of doubt that you did not receive the previous invoice.. .But should'nt you put it as urgent and just get the stupid cheque signed?? What's the difficulty?? Yes... I dun understand how you all process payment and stuff lah... But paying ppl on time is a basic courtesy... and if your boss dun sign it.. can't you tell him its urgent???

I really felt like scolding bad words at the moment ... and her attitude was so bad... okie... guess after this episode.. besides FW.. my name is bad in accounts as well... and what did I do wrong?? Demanding payment is wrong? Was I difficult? I really dun understand...

Ah... finally let off all my steam... so the angry lor.. esp yesterday... okie.. forget it... No use getting over this little stuff right?

I do care how ppl look at me... i do hope ppl see me as a good person.. but if I am not a good person.. just tell me where I am not good.. so I can change... I dun think I am that bad though.. hehehe.. maybe i am wrong... but... you know.. i still have ppl who appreciate me for who I am.. if this place ppl hates me.. then let it be bah... if ppl here see me as stupid .. then let it be bah.... I know my purpose here... and I've done my best... if my best is not enough.. if you dun give me any more chances.. then that's your choice.. I know my own strengths in working... So.. okie... I know i have my weaknesses as well.. and i do wana try to improve on that... I used to say I wana stay 5 years here... i guess maybe not anymore... unless really no one else wana me lah.. hahahha... then no choice... I am grateful that I was given this opportunity.. and I know I am being difficult now that I have this opportunity I am complaining again.. Sorrie PAPA... HEE... I do appreciate this job.. I do enjoy my friendships here... I am glad its no more me and me alone... Anyways.... I do hope that I did not make a bad name out of my PAPA here...

OKie.. me better get back to appearing busy... if not.. they might just as well ask me to leave liao.. hehehhe...