Happy Birthday Speggy (in advance)

Happy birthday to our dear speggy.... Meiji.... beautifool chicken!!! Though its not here yet... But must wish you in advance as by that time you will be in my beloved Taiwan!! Happy birthday!!

Well... Just a short update on my ex-job and new found job... hehe.... Been settling in well.... My boss is nice.. Though I am a bit afraid of him... Not like my last boss where I can "bully" ... hahah... But then thinking about it... I was afraid of my last boss when I just started there... Oh well... I guess I am enjoying myself.. Am happily busy... that's what I tell all who has been asking my how it is... Thanks for all your well wishes and concern... I am happier there ... for now.. hahaha... see got anything to blog the next time...

Anyway.. on my last job... I "quarrel" with my boss on my last 2 days... I did not feel I did him wrong.. Maybe the only wrong I did was being rude bah... But I do have to admit I am a stubborn person and when I decide on something, there's nothing that can change my mind unless it is a really really reallllllly good reason. So, I left him no space to "liu" me... But then again, my dear boss.... As what I told you, you are one of the best boss I had... But you could not give me a "perm" status in the company... So of course I have to leave lor.... I do not know why you were angry with me... And... even if you are asking me to go back to teach a new person... should'nt I be the one who is angry? I offered you a choice... After office hours or on weekends.. But you said you do not like that arrangement... You think I like meh? And now... What did I hear? There is still no NEW PERSON yet... till now!! And you told me the new person will come in on the last week I was there therefore cannot clear my 3 days leave... HA! .... I already forgo my 3 days leave.. where you told me I will get paid.. But when I went to HR they say cannot lor... Anyway.. thanks... I managed to eat snake on my last day and left the office at 4pm... hahahhaha....

Got mixed feelings when I went around to say my good-byes... I hate leaving a place where I am beginning to get comfortable with... But I was happy.... Definately happier then when I left MRPL... I literally cried the night through the day I left MRPL...Sad to leave behind the close friendships I found... But that night when I left ESPN... I did not cry... though could not really sleep but still manage to fall asleep in the end... hahah.. Though sad to leave a place I was familar with but excited for my new opportunities... And.... Of course I slept like a log was also becos I spent the whole night marinating chicken wings and putting butter on the corn... Though not hard work lah.. hahahah...

The funny thing was.... The day after I left MRPL... We went out to Sentosa for the SARS concert and stayed overnight... This time I left ESPN... The next day... I went Pulau Ubin and stayed overnight... hahahahha..... It must always end with a BIG BANG before I start a new beginning....

Below are some pictures taken at Pulau Ubin... It was fun!! So ppl... can consider there as an outing place next time yah...

Taken on the bridge b4 renting our bicyles
Pushing my bicycle as I was too tired to cycle uphill

Uncle/ Ah Gong helping us "peng kang" otah

Uncle/ Ah Gong's shop outside... those who going Pulau Ubin.. remember to stop by and buy a drink from friendly Uncle/ Ah Gong loh

Our favourite game at Pulau Ubin... R-O-C-K Rock!! Name of Singapore food.... so on and so forth

On the way home to Singapore island liao...

Oggies... wah... the photos are taking a long time to upload... Heheh.... Anyway... Ppl... have a good day... and Employees from Beautifool Chicken Pte Ltd.... Enjoy your trip to Taiwan!!! Have great fun and do take care yah... Will be missing seeing you all online then... ("P)

Oh yah... I remembered I introduced you all a online shopping website called Shoplah! the last time... I tell you all ... DUN buy from that website... Cheater!! The quality of the clothes is horrible!!! Felt so cheated after that...

Guess when all of you see this... 白色局塔 has came to an end liao... I love that show.. But guess a lot of ppl find it boring lah... It was so different from the book where the author ended off on a negative note .... where Su Yi Hua though having climb to the top was not happy ... Happiness and contentment with life is a choice my friends... Just as how the book and the TV show ended off on different notes... You can look at life or situations you faced from 2 views... Try to make something good out of every negative thing you face and guess you will be happier bah... I always trust that no matter what I am going through... My PAPA has the ultimate plan for my life and HE knows... And HE sees the big picture... and that is so much more comforting for me... esp when I go through really rough patches in my life....

I really loved the TV show ending so much more... Attached below is the final words of the show....A letter from Guan Xin to Su Yi Hua... I really was touched by the letter... highlighted the few phrases that set my tears pouring.... hahha...

怡華收信快樂！

你最近過的好嗎？

一直都沒有告訴過你 離開了醫院之後 我到底遇到了什麼？

我想應該讓你知道 所有讓我經歷過的一切

然後你就會明白 你一直想要知道的理由

那天離開醫院之後 我跟著我姐去了墾丁　

然後沿著陽光 我到了埔里

在哪裡我看著遠方的高山

後來我決定一個人偷偷地上山

那一天我在山里迷了路

我看見了一輛白色的卡車 車後面載著一群一面唱歌一面講話的孩子門

那是我的人生最糟糕也是最美好的一個下午 就這樣我跨進了一個未知的世界

到後來我才發現 原來真正的勇氣是用來追求那種簡單的幸福的

我坐上了那台車 為了要找一個可以落腳的地方

開車的人就是其書 而且一點都看不出來 開車的人 竟然也是一位醫生

一路上我一直以為他是山上貨運行的一個司機

在這樣偏遠的山裡 醫療是很缺乏的

想要去看病 都是好幾個小時以上的事

所以其書在來到山頂的第一年 就決定把診所開在山裡 這樣一個賺不到錢的地方

他會自己開著車到處去載病人 或者是到他們家裡去出診

我就是這樣認識洋洋的 一個癌症的原住民病童

在這樣一個偏遠的地方

癌症隊於這樣的一個孩子來說

治療比疾病本身更加地艱難

但是他的父親 他的家人 還有其書都沒有人放棄過

或許偏遠兩個字 其實是存在人們心中 而不是真正的距離

所以我選擇加入他們

山上的人常常沒有錢可以付醫藥費

雖然其書都說沒關係

但是他門還是會拿他們種的高麗菜或者自己醃的山豬肉給我們

所以我始終有吃不完的蔬菜、水果、肉甚至山上老母雞生的雞蛋

能在這樣鄉下的地方開業並不意味著成就

也不意味著偉大 更不意味著這個社會現有的價值觀裡會給予你多了不起的的評價

得到著只是一種勇敢 一種快樂

所以最後我決定留下來

雖然這裡的生活很簡單很平凡

但是我會一直記者 為什麼我要當醫生

我也終於發現了 我心中真正的安全感是什麼

這裡什麼都缺乏

但是為一部缺乏的就是愛

因為有愛所以不論失去什麼我們都還是充滿希望

我這一生沒有做過勇敢的人 但是到了這裡 我才看到一群真正勇敢的人

在這做山裡 最高最高的山頂上有一塊岩石 他們原住民的說法叫做勇士

聽說族理的每個成年的人都要去一次哪裡

聽說你站上去這科石頭 你會看到你這一生最重要的夢

然後成為勇士 去實現他

我現在就是在這塊岩石給你寫著信

希望你能夠看到我現在所看到的夢

這是我一生中最重要的夢

在我收拾東西離開醫院的那一天

我遇見了唐主任

那麼威風的一個人 一輩子為了唐國泰三個字奮鬥著

最後卻連自己的名字都不記得

我現在好想告訴他

我們相信了一輩子的醫學不是換來的 不是大家苦心爭奪的權力與地位

我們都忘了 醫學真正的目的

只是為了能夠換來病人脫離痛苦的那一刻 臉上所露出來的笑容而已

其書常常說

當醫生最大的幸福 就是一籃高麗菜

我不知道 唐國泰有沒有機會吃過 邱慶成有沒有機會吃過

但是怡華

如果你來山上 我一定會請你吃這種不是用錢可以買到的高麗菜 很甜 你知道嗎？

怡華 我們見面的最後一天

我們答應彼此 要珍惜手上擁有的幸福

我到了這個不是天堂但是又接近天堂的山上

有一個人牽著我的手

將來 我們還會抱著我們的孩子

當我們在這邊作我們想做的事情

天堂是我們一伸手就碰的到的地方

怡華 那你呢？

如果你要得到幸福 要堅定地伸出手 去做你想要做的事 去愛你身邊所愛的人

不要等 因為幸福從來沒有離開過

只是你有沒有看見

怡華

讓我看見

你也幸福好嗎？