吐口水

Hahahha... Duno what to write for my title... Its bbeeenn a looooong time since I updated here. Lost 2 has pass by so long liao.. I've said I might wana watch Prison Break but never got down to catching even 1 episode of it. Singapore Idol has come and gone and the winner should be coming out with his album soon...2nd Season of Superstar has started.... And... I am still at my current company after so many months of job search....

Been really super busy at work lately..... I was so angry with my boss for piling me with work that i really was on the verge of scolding bad words... hahahah.. my ex-collegue told me to just go his office to say that and he will be shocked and give me a break from work... Hmm... If i really cannot take it... The problem is not the work lah... I really dun mind a lot of work. I am someone who hates to be free.... It is just that I feel that all those work... I duno how to explain.. It used to be one of my other colleague do... then she left.. they not yet find a replacement... so I thought I was just suppose to cover those duties until they found a new person... But the new person came.. and i am still suppose to do it... If they give me that person's pay I dun mind man... I very bad... gave my boss my black face... Then another colleague took leave... so he asked me to cover her work... I dun mind covering.. Actually, in fact my duties involve helping her out.... BUT... I HATE last minute work... HATE HATE HATE.... dun throw me an email you got 3 months ago.. and tell me you wana me to get this out within 3 days... MAN.. .I took 1 week to finish it last year.... Luckily they dun wana the break down.. And dun tell me you only know it last minute... I CAN read emails.. and I am smart enough to check the dates of the emails... You got it in October.. Pass it to me in November and tell me it was last minute... "sigh".. just that... I felt so lonely in the office ... and some more.... need to cover other ppl's work till my own work I have to bring home to do... Next time.. if you wana me to do something.. Just tell me earlier.. so I can plan my work... I really HATE last minute work... But... guess working life got no choice one... always have Last minute work....hahaha.. okie.. enough of me pouring my woes out... So... I am very determined to find a new job now.. hahahahah... Well.. it's just time i felt to move on... But hopefully the opportunity comes.. nowadays check websites and newspapers all not a lot... Everyone waiting for year end bonus liao...

Ooo.... Came across an article on the Max Lucado website. Think it is worth sharing here..Maybe sometimes, I just let doubt come in... and lost my focus as a result.

Do You Doubt?
Monday, November 20, 2006

"Anyone who doubts is like a wave in the sea, blown up and down by the wind.” James 1:6

Doubt. He's a nosy neighbor. He's an unwanted visitor. He's an obnoxious guest. He'll pester you. He'll irritate you. He'll criticize your judgment. He'll kick the stool out from under you and refuse to help you up. He'll tell you not to believe in the invisible yet offer no answer for the inadequacy of the visible…His aim is not to convince you to confuse you. He doesn't offer solutions, he only raises questions.

Had any visits from this fellow lately? If you find yourself going to church in order to be saved and not because you are saved, then you've been listening to him. If you find yourself doubting God could forgive you for that, you've been sold some snake oil. If you are more cynical about Christians than sincere about Christ, the guess who came to dinner?

I suggest you put a lock on your gate. I suggest you post a "Do Not Enter" sign on your door.

Okie... This is a 吐口水 entry.. hahaha.. hope you all not drowned after reading it.... ("P) But i must say... I feel much better after airing it out.....

P.S... Those who have Channel 55 must see the "Ah Wang" commerical... I think the rap he sings is super funny... Everytime I see it I will laugh.. Worth watching to keep all your blues away.. YEah!! Ah Wang coming back... going to look forward to his new adventures....