Months~~~~~~

Just realised I have not updated this place for a long time...

Just got back from church... busy doing my office work now... But very sianz... so came here to blog for a while...

Sometimes... PAPA.. I really wonder if You are really there.... I love You, I love church, I love my friends in church... but... why izzit that something seems to be missing? What is it that is missing? I also duno... I sometimes feel I have tried... tried my best... but is there something more I can do?

At work too... I have tried my best... but I still keep making silly mistakes... Though I can say my temper is a bit better... but I still feel... maybe cos I am not so busy... When I get busier.. will my temper go back to my usual old ways again?

I dun wana go back down into the pit of my lows again... I hate that feeling... But Lord, why do I feel sometimes You seem so silent...

Please dun ignore our cries... pls dun be angry with us that You dun wana bother about us anymore... Pls Lord...