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hahahah.. only after working for 6 months then I found out I can actually blog in the office... strange... i remembered the last time i tried I could not get into this website neh.... Oh well.. Something more for me to do during lunch time.. kekekek..

Been feeling quite sianz at work lately.... one of the research gals is resigning... not that we are very close frens or what... but at least she is considered a fren to me in the office... the rest are just collagues bah.. hahah... just so sad that she is leaving... happy for her but sad for myself... "sigh".... and guess another thing that was bugging me was why my boss never asked me to fill her position lah... I used to think I won't mind such stuff... I used to think I would just be satisfied having a job... doing what I like to do.. then i will be happy.. ah... but guess when we are faced with the situation itself than we know..... I need some time to come to terms with it lah.. but quite fed up that I have to cover her job until the new person comes... I mean... "sigh".. it is just very strange to me lah... oh well... and another thing is i really feel very lonely here lah... though i might be getting used to being alone... but... it still feels rather strange... hahah... Ayam is learning to be alone... and learning to be contented with whatever I have .... Anyway.... heheheh... I already collected 2 ANG BAOs in the office!! Yeah! One was from my Indian boss and another is from the ang mo boss... kekekek.... good to have a little more "income" to this month.... need to save money ah.... i very poor... no money liao... kekekek...

CNY coming... going to throw all the rubbish that is on my table into my cupboard so that my nice little room will look neat on CNY.. kekekek... do those going my house.... let me forewarn you.... DUN open my cupboard if not a lot of things will be falling onto you liao.... kekek...

This year reunion dinner will be at my uncle's place... hope that we will have a good time though.. hahah.. like nothing much to talk to them... and my cute nephew will not be around cos my cousin will have to go to her in-laws place for dinner.... "sigh"..... if not I will definately be very entertained by my nephew.... kekek...

okie.. me better get back to work if not cannot finish.. hahaha... and boss coming back from meeting liao bah... yeah!!! tomolo half day and then its a really long weekend liao!!!

Happy Chinese New Year loh ppl!! Gong Xi Fa Chai!!! eh... doggie year good luck "wang wang" come....

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"sigh"...just had a meeting with boss.... my oh my....... how come now need me to do so many things?? hahahah..... my wish for more work to do has actually came true huh..... aiya... why bad wishes come true and when I wish for a boyfrend still not yet come true.... "sigh".... bad mood.... PMS..... irritated..... fed up.... PMS!!! hahahahahahhaha....... dun mind me venting my anger and frustration here... no one else for me to tell now.... so come here and tell the whole world!! kekek.. no lah... here only a few ppl reading.... oh well.... nevermind...at least now time to knock off liao...

you know... sometimes you say you dun mind but actually you do mind... that feeling... i am so disgusted with myself at how I actually mind such stuff... hahah.... guess have to learn not to mind..... oh well... now going to go back home... drink some Voka... update the song here... watch American Idol and laugh at the ppl making a fool of themselves ... and go to sleep in my warm and cosy bed that will never fail to make me feel... loved.. hehehehehe.... duno what I am talking about lah..

thanx for listening to my complains.. kekekek...

Happy CNY!!! I wish I will have more "ang bao" with more money this year...kekekekekkeke.....

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Wah.. i think this post will be one of my longest post thus far... hahaha.. thankfully this website is okie... actually took time of my PRECIOUS TV (hahah.. it's an excuse lah.. now no nice shows also... ) to type... no.. actually just wanted to upload this Mayday song which I think is exactly how I feel... not now lah.... now I am sleepy... hahah.. but I just love the lyrics of this song.. eh.. EXCEPT for one line which I TOTALLY disagree lah.. the 我就是我自己的神... heheheh.. becos... nope... 我的神是Jesus... ("P) But... other parts of the song are nice though.. kekek.. put the lyrics below loh... so you all can enjoy and read at the same time...

当 我和世界不一样 那就让我不一样 坚持对我来说 就是以刚克刚
我 如果对自己妥协 如果对自己说谎 即使别人原谅 我也不能原谅

最美的愿望 一定最疯狂 我就是我自己的神 在我活的地方

** 我和我最后的倔强 握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂 就算失望 不能绝望

我和我骄傲的倔强 我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂 就这一次 我和我的倔强
(就这一次 让我大声唱 啦啦啦啦... )

对 爱我的人别紧张 我的固执很善良 我的手越肮脏 眼神越是发光
你 不在乎我的过往 看到了我的翅膀 你说被火烧过 才能出现凤凰

逆风的方向 更适合飞翔 我不怕千万人阻挡 只怕自己投降

So come on everyone... let's sing along... And in this new year... may all of us... never give up... Oggie.... 加油!加油!加油!

and.... will end of with my mum's favourite phrase for the new year..

年年美美....年年瘦瘦

kekekek... ("P)

CNY is around the corner

Hahah.. wanted to enter a post after Stephanie Sun's concert... but never got down to doing it cos too sianz to on the computer after work.... Will just write a short review of it... Yup.. guess I prefer rock concert.... Although I am not a very outgoing person lah.. but I also duno why... I just dun really like to sit down at concerts and listen to ppl sing... I prefer jumping up and down... and singing along or swaying along with the songs... That's why after I went to her concert... I started getting PMS... yup.. Post Mayday Syndrome.. kekeke... Started missing their concert so much... But I do have to say... Yanzi is a very good singer... and you can see she put effort it making the concert a good show... and ... at least she sang her new songs... made me feel at least she really did put some effort in preparing her S'pore concert... yup... that's about it about Stephanie Sun's concert loh...

eh.. what else do I wana type... been about 1 week since I blogged.. hahahha... oh yah.. oei linnie.. ya got blog also never tell me... :( only see Nana's blog then know you got a blog.. hahah.. but still duno your blog address....

hahah.. now listening to UFM as I typing this... they introducing some Thai songs... ah.. makes me miss those times in Thailand... esp the trip to Bangkok many many years ago... "sigh"...

Anyway... watching American Idol lately... really think that particular judge is rather bad.... I mean.. in such a show as this... you can critcise ppl's singing or what lah... but not how ppl look like mah.... I mean.. it's not their fault they look like that... who is he to say what... but guess it is the 节目效果 lah...

Lately also listening to UFM in the mornings... you all should try to listen if you can... they have this time when ppl will call in to tell them why they should be given this ang bao... After listening to it... I guess I began to appreciate whatever I have ..... try to listen if ya all can... think will only be on till CNY... and maybe through that you all can learn some precious lessons...

Yup.. guess that will be my update till now.. duno what to write.. hahahah...

Electricity is very important...

Been raining and raining and raining ... wah.... such a sleepy... cosy... weather just to sleep.. hahahahha.. today is a day to sleep... could not even drag myself out of bed this morning... had to reluctantly get out of my soft cosy bed and go to work.. but thankfully today is half day.... go office only for a while...

oh.. anyway... yesterday my house kena black out for a few hours neh..... hahahha.. found out the importance of electricity ... came home... could not watch TV and i started walking up and down my house... my mum just slouched on the sofa watching my walk... and my dad just sat there reading newspaper laughing at me that i got no TV to watch... actually I was just fed up i could not bath cos no heater.... then after 1 hour.. i decided to brave the cold water... can't stand not bathing when i get home... hahahah... hey...yes.... i do love bathing with hot water a lot lah.. but... I do bath in cold water one... when I have no other choice.... heheheh...

oh.. but really thank God that the lifts were still working ... hahhaha... if not.. i have to climb all the way up liao....

oggie... back to my story.. after braving the cold water on a rainy day... i started moping around the house again.. really nothing to do.. it was getting darker so cannot read books... so sianz... hahahhha.... if only i had a laptop then.. then can go on the internet by using the battery or what... but anyway... we had a very romantic dinner ... with so many candles on the dining table.. hahahah...

FINALLY... after some time... the men came.... and started cleaning the box with the power switches or something like that lah.. that box just outside my house.. they say power failure due to the rain... rain come in... seep into the power box leading to power failure.. hmmm... sounds a bit 牵强 to me lah.. but no choice... they are the experts I am not... we were chit-chatting to our neighbours before the power came on... and when they one by one started turning on the power we started cheering.. hahahah...

Electricity is important to ppl like us these days... but.... i guess if we dun have electricity... maybe our relationship with the ppl around us will be better cos we will be "forced" to talk to each other since there is nothing else to do.. but when the power came back... we just all go back to our own houses... watching TV or doing whatever stuff that we like doing.... Sad... but... I for one cannot live without electricity bah...

yeah! going stephanie sun concert this sat.... though not as excited as I was for Mayday concert but still a bit excited....so... yup... actually..i am looking forward to a possible supper with my frens after the concert more.. hahahhaha... yummy.... the 油条 lah... and 豆浆 lah... wah... drooling liao.. kekekekekekke....

Yeah!!! its a public holiday tomolo!! kekekek.. can sleep in liao.. oh my goodness... the Sun finally came back up .. but still drizzling... anyway... HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

Happy New Year!!!

Yoz yoz!! Happy New Year ppl!! hahahah.. i a bit late lah.. now already 2nd Jan ... kekekek.. but better late than never.... anyway... hope 2006 will be a great year for everyone...

For those not yet find job.. may all ya all find your dream job yah...

For those not yet find Mr Right... may all of ya find ya Mr Right in 2006...

For those who wana pursure your dreams.. may all of ya able to fulfill that dream or that passion in your life yah...

For all those who duno what to do in 2006.. may ya find what ya wana do...

For all those who love Mayday.. hahahahh... may Mayday come more often.. or come for a free concert again!!!

For all those who love Jay.. may ya not miss Jay's concert ...

For all those Korean drama addicts.. may there be more Korean dramas to be addicted too...

For all those who think all the above is wu liao.. oh.. may ya not find it wu liao in 2006.. hahahahha

okie... enough of the crappy ayam.. pei seh.. i am actually the drunk ayam now.. went drink just now again... and a bit sleepy.. but felt since it is the new year.. must type something lah... good start of the year mah...

Anyway... not thought through my new year resolutions yet... not very sure what I wana to achieve in this new year... so will continue thinking though.. hahahha.. see when i think finish... but i promise i won't update my new year resolutions on 31 Dec 2006... kekeke.. will seriously think it through these few days...

ah...my new year's eve was spent in Taiwan!!! no lah.. not directly there... but over TV... hahahah.. dun wish I was there too... so so so crowded... I see TV already scared by the crowd... but the count-down concerts were wonderful.... got Mayday, Stephanie, FIR, Ah Mei , Shin and so many many more.... I of course no need to say enjoyed Mayday's performance lah... they will never fail to entertain me.... was shaking my leg and singing along to their song on my sofa.... was considering to stand up and jump.. but being as lazy as ever.. i just sat there on my sofa and shook my leg and sang to the music...

Ah mei was also very entertaining...

Just was a bit disappointed by Stephanie's performance... thought she will sing new song but she never leh... "sigh"...

FIR was okie lah.. their usual pattern...

Was IMPRESSED by Ah Shin from Shin as usual... impressed by his vocals.. as powerful as usual... his screaming was like wow... but then... the last part when he started to rap Ke You Lun's rap in his album..that part in the song 如果还有明天... my only reaction after that was to give him a personal standing ovation at home... hahhaha... 不愧是信乐团的阿信!!

yup... that is how I spent my new year's eve....

ogggie.. tomolo is a morning at K Box.. hahahah... so gotto go and have my "beauty" sleep liao.. tired.... alcohol always makes me sleepy.... so... will leave the song as it is... too sianz to look for CDs and songs to upload.. kekekek..

Hope ya all enjoyed your new year celebrations.. its a new year... and may everything be well for you all....

Dun be sianz if ya are reading this on Tuesday as it is a start of a new work week.... JIA YOU loh... cos CNY is around the corner liao... hahahah...("P)