Monday Blues.......

hehehhe... nopey... not that i very blue lah... just that ya know.. naming titles is a chore to me.. i also duno what to put as the title... so since it is a monday... then i put this title lah..

was too busy over the weekends to update here... so since... again.. i am waiting for the water heater to heat up the water... i will do some "hala-ing" here...

hey girls.. i enjoyed Friday night... hahah... and hope ya had a happy birthday Jeanette... oh... will she be seeing this?? hahah... i gave ya this site liao ah... dun say i never give ya... although ayam can be very forgetful nowadays... ("P) anyways... i had a good time singing all those "fu gu" songs and being an "ah beng" for one night... hahah... yup... i sang the 2 most "beng" song... 浪人情歌 and 爱情酿的酒 .... hahah... hmmm... to think we all really bought a vest before... just becos it was fashionable then... but really pei seh huh.... I must put here... so i can remember.. haha.. is till owe Miss Niyo $10 and owe Jeanette $40... oh my... hahha.. i will pay ya all back one.. kekekek... oh.. but Miss Niyo... we really must book your dates for your birthday too... so... just tell us some dates ya will be free yah... hahaha.. but i tell ya first... me not free on the 27th... no more President Election.. that means... my trip with cell group is still onz on that day... (^_^)

oh... and Saturday was fun too.. though was quite sad could not go CG to see Val and Baby Tiffanie.. but... i had my little nephew Sean to entertain me .. hahah... he is so cute and chubby... but he keeps making so much noise... but.. he is a funny baby... kekek... and good to meet up with my cousins, aunties and uncles once in a while lah... really miss those days when we were young.... think i enjoyed our meetings more... cos could play together all the silly games we came up with.... like Sardines lah... Murder in the Dark lah... hahah... those were the days huh... now a bit strange lah... also nothing much to talk to each other... the guys will be watching soccer on TV... the girls... will just be sitting around the food table eating or playing with the baby in the room.... hahha... you know.. i saw my 2 other little nephews... now all so tall liao.. all taller than me... (which is of course lah since i am so short).. but to think they were once so little huh... "sigh".... 岁月不留入 (is the chinese words correct?) ah...

oh my... need to go bath soon... hahah... cos wana catch my 8pm show... see later got more time to update.... buai for now....

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oggie.. me back to do some updating... surprisingly my dad did not use the computer today... he usually will when he not driving.. hahah... goody.. means i can use it liao... watching Da Chang Jin just now.. woa... nice nice... hahah.. update more about the show another time yah..

oh.. back to the topic on songs... hahah.. i tink i got a new "ah beng" song I will wana sing next time... not sure if ya all heard it before... think will lah for those who listen to chinese radio... its the 花儿 song... the what 洗刷刷 one... hahahah... i know i very no taste lah... but hey.. that song can make me happy neh... kekek... oh... and Nana... I tink 5566 new song quite nice lah... hmm... better than their 格斗天王 theme song lah.. hahah... to me lah... hahah... so to 延续 the "ah beng" singing... i will put another "ah bengish" song here... hey.. i like 郑伊键 a lot last time one... haha...

oh.. but i wanted to share something which i learnt in church on sunday... Pastor told us a story which was very close to my heart... He said about a boyfriend who loved his girlfriend and wanted to surprise her... so he and his friends arranged for a surprise birthday party for her... they were all hiding in the chalet... and all the lights were off ... all waiting in anticipation to see the surprise and happy look on her face... but when she arrived at the door... she was wondering how come no lights lah and all that... so she walked away... everyone in the chalet was shocked... and the boyfriend ran after the girl to explain to her... but instead of being happy... she scolded the guy and walked away... well.... guess like in life... we really dun know what God has install for us until we really open that door huh... (^__^)

i have been quite disappointed with my job ... maybe cos really feel very lonely... and also feel that really no opportunity to not feel so lonely cos seems quite impossible... it is just so unlike my previous job ... and many times... i really wondered if I had made a right choice to quit that job.... i mean... if i never quit... quite a lot of things won't have happened ...some bad things... and of course also good things... but i guess if i never quit then... i might still be there... but becos i am there... i might not be able to appreciate the good things of that place and still be irritated with the issues i was irritated at when i was there... hahah... not sure if ya all understand what i saying here lah.. its only when we 失去 something than we learn how 珍贵 it is bah... anyway... i tink most importantly is learning to appreciate wherever we are in right now... cos guess all of us are where we are for a reason bah... i dun think i am at where i am working now for no reason bah... i really apprieciate the work... the ppl i work with... the free drinks... hahah... the dressing style... and the bus rides... it is all i wanted...cos i always told PAPA i wanted a job where i can sit a bus there... hahah... cos... you all know how i love bus rides and dislike MRT... kekek.. anyways.... today is monday lah.. can't help feeling a bit "blue"... adding on my PMS moment.. hhaha... whenever during that time... i will either be very grumpy and short-tempered ... or will be very moody and "thinky"... hahah.. but am feeling better after typing everything out...

yup.... so like the story i said above... i will not give up and continue to press on... cos i wana see what PAPA has install for me.... it may be friends in the future... or it may be a precious lesson HE has always been teaching me but of which i have still not been learning yet...

well... as the "famous" saying goes... 不要轻言放弃，否则对不起自己和PAPA up above... hahah...

加油 loh ppl!!! In your busy work lah... studies and projects lah... finding for a job ... 加油 ! and dun ever give up yah... i will try not to too... kekek...